When you are prepared to forgive your life will develop into yours once again. If you are still interested in reading on, please exchange my spiritual vernacular for your own. I refuse to place myself in the shoes of a God who much more than likely doesn't exist and who if it did exist undoubtedly couldn't enable but laugh or one thing at the futility of the folks who think they know much better than he about his styles than he would. This is all so unexpected and I never know what to make of it. ten) You will not overlook, but forgiveness is a present you give yourself.